Music List.

Dont you hate life when you want to get so much amazing music but cant!
Im going to make a list now and everytime I will continue to edit this list until I am satisfied.

Jonas Brothers Album
I really want to test out some of the Foals stuff cause they're quite cool
Noah and The Whale are amazing, might look into them.
I neeeeeed more Mystery Jets on my iPod, I'm severally lacking
A bit more Kings Of Leon would be nice
Biffy Clyro ftw
Klaxons
The Verve
Maximo Park
The Last Shadow Puppets are legends, but ipod has none of them on their its a LSP virgin :(
I've heard that I'm missing out on Vampire Weekend
A bit more Angels & Airwaves would be cool
Crushcrushcrush by paramore is a good song, not on the podinator though
some more of The Calling because they're just pure well LEGENDS
bit of Black Sabbath
and im thinking some Led Zepplin
dont forget the legends that are MCR
Some of the older FOB stuff, i have the latest cause you know me, all up to date and stuff
it dawned on me that i dont have much Red Hot Chilli Peppers either pfft!
So What by Pink - I LOVE PINK
IGLU & HARTLY OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Disturbia and Cookie Jar are both must haves!!
I remember loving Hot Chip and i havent heard from them since GIVE ME HOT CHIP
The Shock of Lightning is a good song, good ol' oasis!
MCFLY MCFLY MCFLY just give me MCFLY!!
ACDC
Jonas brothers - repeated for emphasis
Kid Rock, because they make smoking things and drinking sound appealing

Okay bored of this now, too much music, too much love for music.

Summer!

Why did I spend 6 weeks (minus the domincan so really 4 weeks) of bordem when I could of just had one day like yesterday? No joke, yesterday was a perfect 6 weeks holiday rolled into 24 hours.

I had a lie in until about 10 which was really nice then I got up and spoke to my grandma and grandad over webcam, which was fun cause I love them and stuff. I went and had my eyebrows waxed so it was a bit of me time, it included near-tears but thats fine. Went to the library to take little sisters books back and I picked out two for me ('The Alchemyst' and 'Mister Monday') and to be honest I love the library so it made me smile to be in there. I walked in the sunshine to Dave and Donna's flat and fed the cats, so yano, I did my helping part which always makes me feel good (not to mention i recycled my Red Bull can...and nearly got ran over in the process). Then I walked back home. Normally I would complain but the weather was so nice, so I went to the shop got me a ice cold drink and put some summer music on. I got home, did some maths revision (geek time) fell asleep in the garden. And went out with the girls for a meal!

See now thats perfect, I helped my family out, perfect weather (warm enough to wear vest tops and no jacket but not too hot so you cant wear jeans), enjoyed a nice walk, spent some time with the girls.

I can't really explain what summer music is, I suppose everyone has their own definition. If summer music was a season, it obviously would be summer, if it was a drink it would be Lilt/Fanta Lemon. If it was a animal it would be a butterfly, if it was a flower it would be a white rose, if it was a sport it would be crazy golf, if it was a time of day it would be the morning, if it was an action it would be skipping or smiling. In my mind summer music is not a particular genre and it isn't full of just one emotion or about one particular topic, it isn't trying to get a message across, it's both background and foreground music. It's not the music you listen to with your friends and it isn't the stuff that makes you want to sing your heart out. Some examples I think would be: 'Better Together' - Jack Johnson, 'Seaside' - The Kooks, 'Debbie' - Architecture in Helsinki, 'Mass Romantic' - The New Pornographers, 'Room On Fire' - The Strokes and the list is endless. I think when trying to discover summer music, you should sit in the sun with your ipod and put on whatever song your head wants to hear. Summer music is innocence.


Oh! Me with curly hair! Yemman!


Today has been gay man!! gay weather!! I was an olympian as always at ice skating and i was glad to have stef back!! We just laughed at the ginger girl that we call 'hazard' the name is self explanitory.


So yano, just surfing for some music for my storyboard. I have had to create a childs film animation, and draw a storyboard for a trailer for my media coursework. Of course, trailers involve music, mine happens to be a fantasy, so I am going to go steal something from the Harry Potter soundtrack lol-a-g-e. Im cool.

iTunes: 'WhiteCollar Boy' - Belle & Sebastian. Gosh, I miss my chats with Ryan Barnes, miss him like mad man!! I hate schools and time differences!!

Just so everyone knows, this blog is inspired by Squid, cause, while I was loving the sun yesterday I was drinking Dr. Pepper and listening to Blue Oyster Cult - '(Dont fear) The Reaper' which full on reminds me of him as it is THE rockband song and THE drink. So yano, he will be happy especially as he has just requested this blog, little does he know that I started it like 5 mins ago.

So guys check this out.... www.myspace.com/xbabii_x_clox lol it's my myspace and I have so pimped my layout, it now features Keira Knightley yum yum, she is fit, let's face it...
I KISSED KEIRA KNIGHTLEY AND I LIKED IT....
haha tuneage.

Guys, look at this for skills...
Spiderman


I just thought this was funny ACTION SHOT

Model: Uncle Dave's cat, forgot his name, 'the middle one' lol.

You up for some fun? Good, cause fun comes in the form of quotes on this blog - Not the Valjean kind! You should know that by now.

"If everything seems under control, you're just not going fast enough." - Mario Andretti. this makes me laugh lol. Reminds me of Stef's door hanger from the Rock'n'Rollercoater at florida..."If you think it's too loud, your too old." Lol, good ol' aerosmith :)

Ryan Andy and Big Chav Suzie get embraced by Valjean

She sat there with her red and white stripey vest top on that she bought two sizes too small with her flab is hanging out the bottom, her black bra blatently on show over the top with its special padding so her chest resembles 2 bouncy castle's ever so slightly. On her throne of empty 'Strongbow' cans her pitbull called 'Brap' trots on over with blood dripping from his mouth, yes, he has had his daily toddler and is ready for a sleep after drowning it's sorrows in a dog bowl of carling, it licked her hands and she swore ferociously as it knocked the cigarette bud out of her hand. She hadn't actually smoked the cigarette, but let it burn down as she posed, even a bud with no actual fag on the end is better than nothing at all. She gets up and her massive gold chain, dusted with fake diamonds falls down her 'cleavage' and she has to dig to pull out a giant 'S' which stands for Suzan, or Big Suzie as she has commonly became to be known as. Big Chav Suzie turns back from the strongbow thrown on the side of the street and returns to her carboard box of a house, this is of course, because those kind of houses have no gardens.

Then there is Jean Valjean. Jean Valjean, commonly known as Valjean, is a masculine, hunky french man with a beast of a moustache and a killer smile. He likes to "embrace" people (so to speak), especially boys but today, Valjean caught Big Chav Suzie's eyes. It was a magical moment, at the park, Valjean was sat on a bench preparing for his next victim, his regular boy Andy had came a bit early so now he had to wait around longer than usual for Ryan to arrive. Sometimes he got paid for his embracing but other times not. Valjean decided to take a walk and Big Suze was there with her best friend Bianca smoking some weed they managed to buy via prostetution. Big Suze was immediatley attracted and after some Valjean time, was later to be heard singing his praises.

What do Big Chav Suzie, Ryan and Andy have in common? They have all be embraced by Jean Valjean!

Ooh Valjean!
Haha, Mrs G saw Andy Valjean-ing in rehearsals. muppet.

I'm helping little Monet read her book 'Charlie Bone and The Blue Boa' a highly innaproppriate title for a 8 year old!! It's really hard as well - okay, i sooo made that alot worse!! But anyway! You try explaining 'oblivion' to an 8 year old! I did have a nerd spew though and got excited when I had to explain what a Prologue and a Epilogue was. Oh well. NERD!

'Les Misérables' is getting quite interesting. Not my favourite book of all time, but I think I deffo need to see it on stage!!

I'm bored now! I just thought I would write the Valjean story for Andy and Ryan. There is a sequel, 'Valjean does busty milf' but that's for a different day!

I dont think this blog deserves a quote but I shall quote it anyway...

"Black holes are where God divided by zero." - Steven Wright. It's a maths joke.... I have to cater for all audiences, this one is for Squid.

I'm bored man.

I blog too much according to Andy, pfft. What does that shorty know? Well, I know one thing that he does know, he knows that we know. X-Factor style.

My day has been too long to be honest. I got my phone working yesterday, and then, I switched it off last night, the alarm didnt go off this morning, I woke up to find it didn't even switch on again. Don't drop your phone down the toilet guys, not worth it.

Eurgh I looked such a mess today, I was in a rush, I couldn't wash my hair and I put bright coloured rave socks on. So, walking back from my uncles I was cringing every time I walked past someone because there's me in my school uniform, everytime I take step I flash these amazing electric blue socks (made via child slavery, yes they were from Primarni.) and my hair scraped back by a hair band the ends flicking out like a homo reminscing the 60's. It' was an awful time. I've had a looooong shower and now I feel so much better. Just got to print out my masses of coursework.

I'm not a prefect yet guys! How annoying! Gotta see Mr. Jones on Wednesday maann. I haven't a clue what lessons I have tomorrow and I don't want to know, I want to sleep all day tomorrow and thats fine! But no, I have rehearsals, rehearsals and more rehearsals, oh yeah, some cats to feed and keep company. Grr @ life.

Hmm, I want some Jimmy Choo's. Is that too much to ask for? really? Buy me some yeah!?

Podinator? Ermm NO! Can't buy any music until thursday cause mary's credit card has been abused enough for this month! I want Camp Rock Soundtrack and Jonas Brothers album, hint hint Squid. Just jokes guys. Pssh!

I'm bored man, need to finish up. Night!

Quotage: "Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you walk into an open sewer and die." - Mel Brooks. Hehe, made me laugh like.

Camp Rock.

I LOVE NICK JONAS
He's quite the possible husband! I'm watching 'Camp Rock' for the 3rd time today!

It's been a long day guys! I went ice skating this morning, I do believe I was quite the olympian. It was major fun to be honest. I missed Stef though, hope she loves Poland.

I managed to find a sneak peak of her over there!

I fed my uncles cats, woo! I'm nice, I think I have lost the ginger cat though, which could be a possible problem when him and Donna return in two weeks. Hmm.

I have done lots of coursework, go me! I want to eat. Gay.

Podinator: S.O.S - Jonas brothers, love love love love love love. Though I am waiting on Squids donwloady thingy to work so I can have a bit of Colplay and a bit of Kings Of Leon added to the playlist, what we thinking guys?

School tomorrow, gotta get up early, feed the cats, go to school, rehearsals at lunch, rehearsals after school, feed the cats then im at my daddy's got to do some more coursework and watch Hairspray The School Musical on repeat, cause I am way tooo coooool.

Okay so here is the big question... High School Musical or Camp Rock.

What they have in common:

• Gay acting
• Cheesy but catchy songs
• Typical, easy to work out storyline
• Theyre going to make loads of money of merchandise alone.
• Hot boys!

What they have thats different:

• The actors are slightly less sickly in CR
• The songs are better in CR
• The Jo Bro's are WAAAAAYYYY hotter that Efron!

Camp Rock it is.

Get me blud? I love Nick Jonas even if Kat is convinced he is just a taller Gordo-Lizzy-McGuire-look-alike evil genius and tings. Pfft.

Quotage: "I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting me is another matter." - Sir Winston Churchill. My maker is in for a suprise, I'm cooler than you.

Storm Troopers.

I'VE MET STORM TROOPERS, NO JOKE!

My life is complete.


Though, the one on the right, was asking for a smack in the jaw! Cause they made Jordan get on his knees with his hands behind his head and they pointed guns at the back of him. It was a cool photo, I shall see if I can upload it soon.
Anyway the conversation between me and the Storm Trooper went something like this...
ST: "Do you want to get on your knees to?"
Me: (laughing) "Naaaaah thanks I'll stand!"
ST: "Why not? You should used to being on your knees by now."
Me: (Laughing with shock!) "Oh my god! That's vile!"

That's why the I look like a hiyena on that photo, I was mega gobsmacked!

My lastest ear piercing on my right ear reaaaalllyyyy hurts. Maybe infection, maybe infection Alert! Alert! Need to check it out maaaaaannn.

So my nanny is on her hols, hope she is okay, missing her already. Had to feed my Uncle's cats for the first time they're cute so its fun! It's emptying the cat litter I'm not looking forward too!

SONY YOU MESSED UP WITH YOUR PS3, I'LL JUST KEEP PLAYING MY 360, I HOPE THIS SONG HAS HELPED YOU UNDERSTAND, NOW YOU KNOW, HOW YOU KILLED YOUR BRAND... if any of you know that song, you will be singing it all night, muah ha ha ha haha.

I have ice skating in the morning so i have to go to bed now, haha, well by the time I take my makeup off and stuff like that it will be time for me to read before I go to bed. lol.

Quotage: "Everybody pities the weak; jealousy you have to earn." - Arnold Schwarzenegger. I love Arny, "I was elected to lead, not to read." What a legend. I have earned my jealousy, have you earned it yet?

Happy times, for Squid!

Right, well people, you asked for it...
Well you didn't, but I'm gonna stay true to my word...
Worse hair style of the year award goes to DAVIES
please bare in mind, this is 1st thing in the morning, makeup had not been applied...

This picture is well regretted, but I said I'd do it! Just so you know, I didn't go to school like that...


Its a shame about the end result but it will do :)
Conclusion: Never plaiting my hair again

I feel alot better since my last depressing post, I have had a few spare lunch times and the weather has just been awesome-o and my girls have made me laugh so much, it times like that, when I realise how much they mean to me!


Waves from Beth, Cass, Soph, Sal, Stef, Me and Charl

Funny Poses by Cass, Beth, Soph on Sal's back, Durn, Stefan, and Moi.

Gymnastics, Durn, Moi, Salminda.

Soph, Katy and whos are those arms behind them? Oh yes, thats me!

All of use jumping along, singing a song, skipping in winterSummerwonderland.

So yeah, good times like!!
The music has just switched off as Dad has gone to bed so no podinator reports today but I am lovind "Viva La Vida" By Coldplay, it keeps getting stuck in my head along with "Handlebars" by flobots, both good songs, so listen my pretties, listen.

I might be a prefect, gotta go see on monday lol. I missed the meeting so when all the other prefects went to get their special tie today, I went along, explained the situation and we will seeeeeeeee.
im excited as the ties are PRETTY coolio.

I'm gonna miss Stef she's going to Poland for 5 days the gay! I'm not going to have anyone to sit next to in tutor now the world is over! AAGGHHHH

Squid is waiting for a blog so I'm not gonna keep him any longer, the world is good, the world his happy, I'm at my dad's for two weeks cause my nan has finally gone on holiday for a well deserved break! LOVE YOU NAN! and CHEER UP SQUIDERS!

"When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world." - George Washington Carver ... So now I'm wonderin, 'why havent I got the world's attention?' lolage. It's a cute quote, dont you think!

Me, me, me.

If you're reading this then you're lucky, two posts in one day, I know one under water critter will be happy. Woo.

I decided there is alot about my life on here but nothing about me. I know you can check my profile and stuff but thats no fun so I will write a whole post on, me.

My name is Chloé Davies, I prefered to be known as Davies, but no one actually calls me that which I find pretty stupid.
I was born 5th January 1993, which makes me 15 and a Capricorn. Yes, I believe in starsigns, I don't think they're completley accurate because obviously they cater for a lot of people, but I do believe some aspects are true.
I have these dark eyes which I love, I think dark eyes are beautiful, but I do prefer green, cause theyre magical lol.
I'm in year 11 and have taken Business Studies, Media Studies, History Hybrid and Drama as my option choices ontop of my core subjects.
I love to read, especially fanatasy and period fiction, I love that kind of escapism you get, so leading on from that, you can tell that is why I love to be on stage and why I love music. I also like to write in my spare time which is fun because you can create things so beautiful and things that only you understand and the amazment of that blows me away every time. I'm not that good at it, but it's a creative release I dote on.
Alot of people say that they would die for their friends, but to be honest, not only would I die for my friends I would lay my life down for anyone I think but hopefully I will never be put in the situation. That's just who I am, I spend my time helping others and putting them above myself. Sometimes that doesnt come through very well but it is who I am. Even if it means I get nicknamed Mother Thereasa.
I want to study Psychology and get a PHD in it and hopefully move to America. I think that's quite cool lol. I just want to help people and submurge myself into their worlds, just so I can get out of my own. My ultimate dream would to be on stage or make it in Hollywood but we all have these fantasies.
My idol is Keira Knightley, she's beautiful, talented and has everything I want, not to mention her sense of fashion is IMMENSE and every girl wants to do the Chanel advert!!
My favourite colour is green. It has this beauty associated with it, the whole natural thing overwhelms my mind with tantalizing imagery. I like to go on walks into the woods and forests and breathe the musky air and look up at the sky just to see looming trees while I kick foilage around and pick bluebells. Woo Nerd spew!!
Oh yeah, Im really obssessive, I am convinced I'm going to marry Orlando bloom and I love Russia lol.
I always have really cool things to put in my blog but I can never remember them but in my mind I have some award winning stories all beautifully worded of course, I just can't seem to get it to flow into my fingertips...Oh well.


Keira Knightley aka my girlfriend lol.

Right thats me!

Left Out, Wavy Hair and Adventures

Yo dudes. It's just been one of those days you know? Where everything seems to be turning against you and you just want to break down into pieces. It's very annoying.

I don't feel like I see my friends very often and I know that's my fault because I opted to do this King Lear play and I knew none of my friends were auditioning but it's like, all my lunches and stuff have been taken off me because of it, I can never find my friends at break time, so when I see them in lesson, I don't seem to be able to join in and chat because they're carrying on a conversation from lunch or break. And me being me, has this fear of being left and rejected so it's making me very stressed and I'm reacting very OTT. I'm a girl though so I suppose it's plausable. It is rough times when I use a stereotype to justify my actions, I'm as bad as a man lol -HYPOCRIT.

I wanted to go see Laura in the hospital with Stef and Katy tomorrow but only 4 are allowed on the ward at the same time and Laura's mum will obviously be there. But Katy is taking Jake and Ollie up so they have said I could come but they dont fancy anyone sitting outside on their own. I said I would stay behind because obviously that was what was being hinted at and now I feel like crying because I don't see why Ollie and Jake should get to see her before I should and now I will worry sick and all this other stuff and have to hear about Laura from someone else AGAIN. It's annoying, but Im gonna write her a letter and stuff and I'm gonna go on up next time.

I suppose it's just a typicall teenage girl thing but I just feel a bit left out you know? It's all my own fault so I won't moan, well I will to you lot, whoever you lot are, but I will moan to you readers because that's the reason for your reading this really isn't it? Because you want to hear some drama, whether you will empathise or just want to slap me in the gob for being stupid. Your reading this to feel some emotion to cure that cancerous bordem that eats you up, or atleast to push it to one side, until you close this screen and wait impatiently for the next blog to come along!

So guys, exciting news, in 2010, they're making a film production of King Lear. Even better, my girlfriend (if I was to swing that way of course) Keira Knightley is in it woo.
The cast is as following so far:
Cordelia, Lear's Youngest Daughter: Keira Knightley
Regan, Lear's Middle Daughter (my character): Gwyneth Paltrow
Goneril, Lear's Eldest Daughter: Has not yet been cast but rumours of Naomi Watts is going round.
King Lear, King Of Britian: Anthony Hopkins.
I'm quite excited for that to come out even if it is only me and Mrs Cope my Media teacher lol.

I havent got the iTunes on today, I know, I know, my lack of iTunes useage is awful but now I can't have my iPod in school I just don't seem to use it as often! But my friends, today I do have Youtube up and I am listening to 'Sex On Fire' - Kings Of Leon. It's the kind of song I don't like my dad to catch me listening to mainly because 'Sex' is in the title and Dad being Dad get's all protective and seems to think the word is a disease in itself and I shouldn't go near it, but to be honest, I don't care, I can't stop singing it!!

So guys, I'm going for a bath, I may be the only person in the world who has baths these days because apparently it's all about showers but I enjoy to unwind in the bathtub every now and then, it's all good! I'm thinking I'm going to try wavy hair? I know my hair is short but don't discriminate, I can have wavy hair if I want and I shall have what I want because that is how I roll! *Your not G-Star just because you wear G-Star* (That was completley irrelavent but oh well). Me being super geek of the year 2007/8/9/10 + many more years to come, have looked into the easiest way for me to do this and I have concluded, the best way really is to seperate my hair into 4, and plait it all, whoop! I will take a picture and let you know if it looks any good, if it doesn't I wont take a picture and I will thank the beautiful lord for straightners...Actually, I'm gonna fight the 'teenage girl, vain, I'm not gonna publicly post a awful picture of me thing' and I'm going to take a picture of my hair no matter how it looks! Go me right!?

I have some makeup tips I might try out tomorrow, oh wow yes, the infamous Davies legend is actually going to wear makeup! Well for all you loosers who just thought that I do wear makeup every day, not my fault I tend to keep it natural so I just cover up imperfections and not look like a talking tangerine on legs, or look like a orange on a fork (that of course only apply's if your name is Kat lol).

To be quite frankly honest, I cannot be bothered to quote but I must because that is tradition and I'm not one to have a mass group of angry yobboy mobs chase after me with pitchforks forcing me towards a lighted stake because I disrupted a holy tradition! Burning at the stake like a witch is just not my style people, and why are people so old-fashioned, witch hunting is long dead and buried Jeeeeez! get a grip oldies!

"An inconvenience is only an adventure wrongly considered; an adventure is an inconvenience rightly considered." - Gilbert Keith Chesterton. I thought this quite a nice way to end of the blog, I wont go into detail about what I think though because I want you to explore your own ideas and then you can thank me for making sure, even after reading the blog your not bored! All I will say is, LETS GO ON SOME ADVENTURES!!

Family and tings.

I've really enjoyed my weekend with the family in Wales. Oh yeah and Squid. Lol. I missed my big cuz, he's a pathetic excuse for an msn-er and never talks to me! So, it's good to see him in person and just for confirmation, my Aunty Jac does love ME more than Squid - the family intruder.
Everyone will be glad to know, Rhys, the afro-kid, has still not cut his hair! More power to you Rhysy :)
I want to play on Rock Band with Squid and Rhys, cause we kick ass at it, especially when I'm on the drums. I love Squid's singing! Woo, I thought I would make a nice comment cause I like to abuse him and never share the love. He just thinks that he can marry me when its obviously Orlando who has my hand in marriage. Lol-age.

Hmm, this evening has been eventful, I found myself asking, 'will it ever stop?' over and over again. It frustrates me beyond belief when my siblings throw the words 'respect' and 'family' out the window, it makes me sick with rage. I nearly smashed up the kitchen lol, so I sat outside :) It really hurts to see my family argue and if anyone knows anything about my family, you will know that we tend to get...aggresive. So erm, yeah, typical Sunday evening. But no joke, I was so disgusted with the attitudes and behaviours of the younger members of the Davies household.

I am quite proud, I have pretty much learnt my script word perfect! 'Witness the world, I create thee here my lord and master' - I struggled on that line lol for some reason. I have rehersals everday lunch and after school this week, except Friday, even God had a day of rest when he created the world, seemed strange to me he choose the end of the week to do it cause lets face it, after he made the world he just had to sit back and watch it cause havoc.

So yeah man! I want to post a picture but cant think what to post, so i will have a look. There is no music on the podinator today as Mary is watching 'Poirot' and I'm gay and sitting in the lounge so I have to watch it. Blah!

I tell you something, arguments are the devils work. It frustrates me beyond belief to hear about all these arguments, it hurts too many people, and by the sounds of things, Kat's head and her plastic cups lolage.

Taking this moment now to broadcast to the nation, and the universe my shame in Lumpy's behaviour in the cinema with his girlfriend Gabby. I don't know the details and if I did, I wouldn't attack your fragile minds with them. Oh silly boy, giving teenagers bad names. Pfft. where's the innocence these days eh?

Monday tomorrow, so that means Im off at the Wombourne Players, 8-10, might come on the computer before hand but i dunno if i will post anything so this is it probably until tuesday, lucky you!!

"Maybe this world is another planet's Hell." - Aldous Huxley. I tell you what, this world is my hell sometimes. Will the pain ever stop? Will any of it ever stop?



This makes me laugh when I see it
Bye x

Scatter my ashes, Then I will be near...

Scatter my ashes from the highest building,
And know that the Earth you walk on is alive with a part of me.
The wind that touches your face is me caressing your tears,
And the breeze the wraps it’s slender arms around your waist is blessed with my soul.

For it is rough times when young minds are warped with the world’s cruel destruction
When young minds learn the world is not as innocent as it made itself out to be.

Let salt drench your cheek bones which I so much admired,
Feel the pains of your overwhelming emotion take control of your skin,
Make yourself vulnerable to the way of grief just once, for me,
Then leave those thoughts be and remember that I am the nutrients that let’s each tree grow.

Death has not taken me, as I will never let it do so; it has only replaced the space I left empty when my invincibility got awoken by reality.

The powers of the world will loom over you,
Stars will seem a million miles away, unreachable from your steady stance,
Dreams will be nothing but dreams and life nothing but a ride, a game, a joke.
But life is real and it is happening now no matter how hard it hits you, or avoids you.

You know it is bad times when old minds look back to words of a teenager for comfort,
When old minds are only 15 years old, stretched by the deceit of pain.


Chloé Davies, September 12th 2008

INSET day, Laura Beeeed :) x

So dudes, I finished 'Acacia' - t'was amazing, read. Reading 'Les Misérables' now, its an abridged version, im reading it until I find something cool to read.

Yesterday was an Inset day in school. Woo! But, did I get the day off like everyone else? Nope! Duty called and I was up even earlier than normal for school and went along to the Shakespeare cast workshop. It was really good to be honest and I learnt loads of tips for just generally being on stage and for preparing to get on stage which is always useful.

After this workshop, I went home, then, went back to school to do a rehersal from 3.30 'til 5.00. Niiiiiice. It's fine though, I'm enjoying it.

So I'm at home, chilling and bismilling. And I have to rush my English coursework, get none of it done, get ready to go out and went out for indian. I love the Royal Bengal to be honest, it's quite yummy, but I swear straight down Ashley and Martin have a homosexual relationship. It's awful, they're all over eachother, calling eachother 'lover' holding hands and stuff. It's beyond a joke, I just need you to see them to experience how annoying it is, because you can't get a conversation out of them. When they're not being gay, they're talking about COD 4 and if they're not talking about COD 4 they're talking about biking or cricket. Was a good night though.

I did my English coursework, all 7 pages of it that night and I didn't even hand it in today. It's fine, really it is! Lol.

Today hasn't been that good though. For anyone that doesn't know her, my friend Laura is amazing. She joined our year group at the start of year 10 and immediatley we notcied how much fun she is. she is always jumping around, singing, dancing, looking for fun things to do just generally full of life. It was confirmed that Laura has been diagnosed with Leukemia. It has been caught really early so the chances of recovery are really strong but today has been completley bummed. I couldn't concentrate and none of my friends could either it was just one of those days. But just incase any of them are reading, Sally, Charlotte, Soph, Katy, and Stef I am here for you all and i love you lots and Laura, obviously, missing you loads get your skinny white ass back into school soon and I'm thinking of you!! x

Double drama, did cheer me up - oh dear, my inner geekness returns to haunt me...


(Katy, Sophie, Laura looking stunning as always, Cassie, Me)


(Katy, Stef, Laura, Soph, Cassie, Beth)

Not much else to saaaay really. Good times like.

Ice Skating with Tony!

Yo dudes.

I know your all dying to hear! Ice skating was amazing. We got on the ice and it was hillarious. Stef and I could not stop laughing, we we're on the ice with kids that came up to our hips at best. It was quite funny. We got put with Tony in the 'Advanced Beginners' lol. We did some skating forwards and touching our toes, skulling, skating backwards and skulling backwards. Oh yeah we learnt how to stop, which I wasn't very good at :)
So all in all, it was very good, very cold, but very good fun. Gutted I miss next week though but I miss the Welsh lot so I have to go see them!


Yeah.. Those lot, I miss them believe it or not.

Nothing is on the itunes or the podinator tonight, I only came online really to post this blog about the ice skating cause to be honest I have felt quite ill today. Been feeling sick for the past two days and its gay so I have been mooching around.

I have really been getting into my book. 'Acacia, Book One: The War With The Mein' - By David Anthony Durham. At first I was just reading it cause I just did not see where it was going and the anxiety was driving me, it's so well written and I was just enjoying what I suppose you could call the beginning. I'm on chapter 50 odd now and I think I know where it's going but the fact it's 'Book One' drives my anxiety crazy and I'm going up the wall trying to figure the plot. The characters are so indepth and well written. I have read books where you find yourself in a new world and they're amazing but It's like, as much as I know, non of it is real, even when I close the book I feel like the story is still happening now in our own time lol. It's like 'The Neverending Story' (if you havent watched that you never had a childhood). Oh dear, I have just publicly announce my geekyness on the internet by chatting pure bull about a book I'm over enthusiastic about. But honest to the lord himself, it is amazing, if you love fanatasy get onto it, its no where near far-fetched, the fantasy element is so subtle which I think is a nice change every now and then. So yeah, go read! read! read! read! Go read my little bookworms!


I read something earlier today it was one of these random avatar things that said 'I miss the days when my biggest worry was being picked last for dodgeball' and I thought, well thats stupid because as you grow older, your worries grow with you, so the pain inflicted by your worries now is the same ammount just on a larger scale from when you were worrying about being picked last. It's all about how your prorieties grow with you as you grow as a person. So all I have to say is: do not get nostalgic about the minor worries you had when you were a minor person, because mature worries only bother mature people, there is no difference in the ammount of overwhelming, just a difference in your awareness.

Ears pierced, Squid, Plans and attempts to avoid.

For those of you who are lacking in what the rest of us call a brain, the above picture is a part of the human anatomy we call an ear. For those of you who aren't very quick, that is my ear. What's so special about my ear? For those who haven't read any of my previous posts, I have been thinking about getting my ears pierced again. My daddy agreed and now, that is what my ear looks like. Okay? That was waaaayyy too much effort just to show you lot what my ear now looks like.

This is for Squid, cause he wants something to read.

Did it hurt? Yes it did! Two women coming towards you with stapler-looking devices and pushing pins through your ears...Well, in all frankness, that wasn't the worse part, it was over and done with and a tad sore. It was when the girl informed me, that the one hadn't gone through properly and they pushed it through the back of my ear...that is what really hurt! Oh well, I look cool now and my craving for a piercing has been satisfied, for now.

I don't see why I should write this for Squid, his use of bad language disgusts me.

Davies' Podinator, the ultimate green legend: 'Brianstorm' - Artic Monkeys, my fave AM song, love the lyrics more than anything, and the drummer is a nutter.

Haven't been doing much, 1st King Lear rehersal the other day, we did scenes 1 & 2 which I'm not really in so I just watched.

I'm going to get my hair dyed a auburn-y colour sooon hopefully. Father has gave his blessing.

Ermm, what should I be doing right now? Most probably doing my English Creative Writing. We have to write something that has the title 'Singled Out'. Mines a story about a little lad who moves to Ireland with his parents and he is this amazing muscian, but he gets bullied in the new school he goes to. These horrible boys set his desk alight in D.T. and he gets caught in this fire which spreads uncontrollably and he looses his right arm. It takes him alot of time to get back into school but decides to be home schooled and kinda becomes bitter and off track. Then out of his anger he writes a beautiful symphony and becomes world famous. - I thought it was a sweet ending.

So thats what I should be doing, but what am I doing? Blogging of course! Then I'm gonna paint my nails, read my book, and watch 'Atonment' again. It's a good film to be honest, but I may be pursuaded to watch 'The Duchess', if you haven't guessed, I'm a Keira Knightley fan!

I love this t-shirt ^^. Just so you know.

I'm a bit bored now, I dont have much to report, first ice skating lesson tomorrow, so I will blog then and let you know how it goes!!

"Everyone is a genius at least once a year; a real genius has his original ideas closer together." - Georg Lichtenberg. I like the thought of this. Cause people have "genius" ideas and then get praised for ages over them but then they dont do anything else so really theyre not geniuses. haha they suck!

2nd Day at School, No Coffee, Bored.

Hey Hey Hey!

Woo, 2nd day at school, was a riot to be fair. Had a good day, apart from science first thing! I particually loved double drama, even though the 1st half was spent writing, it was good stuff.

I have yet another piece of coursework to do for Media, an essay on the history of animation. I've struggled a bit with it but my friend Andy sorted me out, he's a legend! I planned it all out, just have to write it up tomorrow, along with my mass of maths homework. King Lear rehersal tomorrow, hopefully going over the script with other people will lodge it in my mind better.

I'm highly frustrated as always, we ran out of coffee, what am I meant to do without coffee?

Hehe, it's me :)

What's on Davies' Podinator, The Ultimate Green Legend? Nothing! :O!
I have my iTunes on though and that is currently playing, 'All I Got' - Newton Faulkner. If you like chill out music this is the man to listen to.

We got excited about prom today, lets face it, we're year 11 now, we're offically allowed to get excited. I think all the girls are gonna go together, which is comforting, didn't wanna be on my own like. Bit offended that I haven't been asked to go with anyone yet though.

If anyone from school is reading this, the area outside the year 11 girl's toilets is now called the 'Arnkle' as officially been decided by our dearest and nearest Sophia. After a lengthy discussion for a new name for our meeting place, considering past names that have been used, eg: 'Abdiville' and 'Oi-vay' when Sophie hurt her 'arnkle' on the way to the loo's, it just seemed appropriate.

Everybody give Charlotte Round a pat on the back when you see her. Mrs. Laffey caught Charl drinking from her water bottle in the work room and said that year 11's now have a privallige to drink from sports bottles in the work rooms. Aha, we finally get some sort of privallige after violently having our music removed from us!

I have been murdering the English Language lately with my dreadful spelling, I do apologise guys! I really do!

Been considering band names for what previously was 'Accidental Answers' I came up with 'White Hot Burns' but I will keep you updated.

Podinator update: 'Commercial Breakdown' - The Sunshine Underground. They're a legend band, not sure how to describe them, but theyre deffo different. Check 'em out.

Not sure what to report really. Tomorrow should be an more interesting day. I can't stand boring days. They're such a waste. Life should be an adventure, every day something fresh, exciting and inspiring should happen. Your senses should come alive and put a spring in your step. Instead we roll out of bed grumbling just to step outside into the whipping wind and suffer a days worth of bordem knowing you should try to listen because apparently education is vital. I suppose if you leave your house, looking for the good things in the world you will find them, some days we might have to dig deeper than others, but nothing worth having comes easy does it?

"I'll sleep when I'm dead." - Warren Zevon. I have highly considered saying that to my Dad, he might not like that though. Sleep is a waste man, but to be honest, my eyes are hurting now and I better get some shut eye before school tomorrow!

Back to School.

Was not impressed, blogger just messed up and I lost my post. I'm really not in the mood to type it out again.

Main events:

1. New headteacher banned iPods and Phones in school, music is my anger management and im not impressed.
2. Father and I had a disagreement about whether I should wear black nail polish to school, I gave in shamfully as I'm a respectful daughter. *Read 'White Rebellion' posted yesterday*
3.Ice-Skating lessons start sunday, using to help my DOE award bronze level, any ideas for service or skill?
4.Hi Squid, as youre a avid reader.
5.I reaaaallllly want my ears pierced again!
6. Lessons tomorrow, Science, Media, Maths, Double Drama - I'm actually excited!


Podinator: 'Time Awaits' - The Kooks, love The Kooks, chill out time, party time, sing-a-long time, they have everything!

Quote...
"I don't know why we are here, but I'm pretty sure that it is not in order to enjoy ourselves."- Ludwig Wittgenstein. This makes me think of school. Don't need an education, don't need an easy life, gonna die anyway, so really not sure why they make people go to school but im pretty sure its not to have fun....or to listen to Davies' Podinator - The ultimate green legend

School tomorrow, the world isn't perfect and rants about piercings!

So, the world isn't perfect.
Who were we kidding anyway? It never has been. Why are we bothered when it looks a little less perfect than usual?

What is making me laugh is all the close calls. It's school tomorrow and so far, I have just managed to get me some new school blouses, just about learnt a susbstantial ammount of my Shakespeare play and get my sportsleader stuff done. Stef is just doing her Geography coursework and Sarah is just typing up her Dance coursework, it's maddening.

King Lear: I'm playing Regan, Lear's middle daughter. It's an abridged version and is 30mins long, it's for the School's Shakespeare festival, you should check it out if you can! http://www.about-shakespeare.com/king_lear.php - That's the story line if you havent a clue.

Goneril: Why not by the hand sir?
Regan: I pray you, Father, being weak seem so. If till the expiration of the month you will return and sojourn with my sister dismissing half your train, come then to me.

I'm quite proud, I have really struggled with that line, and that's the first time I've reeled it out without looking at the brightly coloured poster on the wall that I made in the vain hope it would help me remember it - maybe it wasnt such a vain attempt after all!

Another close call: Several of us have just realised what time we have to be in school tomorrow.
I'm in year 11 tomorrow, bit strange to be honest, not something I could ever imagine happening, no matter how un-avoidable.

Sarah Griffiths deserves a kick ass, huge, gold medal for making me smile today...
'Chloe davies
I havent known this girl long. But she's funny, kind and cool in her own league:P. WE are geeks at heart. She has really helped me out this six weeks with her advice and lil specail pic comments.So i have now decided shes a friend i want to keep and going in my top friends innit Thank You'
She said that about me :) - Always nice to hear. I love making friends.
Check her blog...
http://chaoticsarah93.blogspot.com/

So, whats playing at the moment...Well right now on the legendary, musical out-put, known as 'Davies' Podinator - The ultimate Green Legend' I have Gwen Stefani - Early Winter. I didn't like Gwen Stefani's album when I bought it and was gutted at the waste. But, this song is alright and cause the podinator is on shuffle, i thought I would leave it on, major lazyness and cant be bothered to moove! Oh, here we go, the song has changed...Ooh, it's one of my fave songs ever! 'With or Without You' - U2. I love it, listen to it now if you want to be cool (lolage), if you havent listend to it before, where have you been for your whole life?!?!?

Stef was meant to come for tea, but she's dying her hair and cause she has like masses of hair, (that would probably make a nice, expensive rug if I could convince her to cut if off) it takes forever to do things like this. It's going all blonde, which Im excited for!! She might come, hard to say!

I want my ears pierced again, it's something I have wanted done for YEARS! and Stef is having her 3rd's done soon, which is gay, it makes me want my 2nds done even more. Silly family values and traditions...I can hear my Dad now...
'It's sociable to have your ears pierced once, after that it's just wrong'
Pfft. Dads!

I could always wait till January and go get them done anyway cause I will be 16. I want my 2nd's done, the top of my ear twice on my right ear and the top done once on the left. Maybe 3rd's but my dad might throw me out the house at that point!

Podinator update... 'Hurricane Jane' - Black Kids.
Get 'Partie Traumatic' by the Black Kids...It's an AMAZING album! I love it anyway!

So, first day of school tomorrow, I'm guessing I will have to start updating you on the happenings of my school life, so until then...
Laterz Gatorz!

Quote-age!
"Being famous is wicked. But it's better to be normall" - Rupert Grint. Finally! Someone speaks the truth! Guy's I just need you to pay major love-age towards Rupert Grint, he's is in top 5 'Who I'd Like To Meet'. Legend! WE LOVE YOU RUPERT! Whoop! Though he is speaking the truth and normality is better than stardom, I'd say above all that we just want to be geeky unique! Normall to Unique Geekyness is a grain of sand to the beach.


Isn't he a Hotty :)

White Rebellion.

Our lips - Bruised,
From the dangerous kisses you warned us against.
The titanic ache that surrounds our limbs, pulls us into the darkness, known as civilization.
A place where dreams are shot in the black,
Minds are programmed
And souls are banished to the continuous circle of the thick ebany, you call reality.
We may have those brusied lips, you dissaprove of so much,
But atleast we have basked in the glory of the angel kissed light.
Hearing a call as we stand lost,
stranded.
It is the light, calling us back to where we belong,
Back to where we are who we want to be,
Away from your control.
Back to rebellion.

- Chloé Davies, 1st September '08.
Felt the need to express :)